ADIEU

 ADIEU

 

An era of world and war engulfed,

The empire over the globe shook,

God saves the queen subjects sail,

Conquered continents in her name,

Boats sailed over seven oceans best,

Monarchy fluttered her flag proudly,

The tongue covered the world stayed,

Communicates world easily understand,

Commonwealth for royal fame colony,

Island, people got rich, ships in the harbor,

Food, gold, jewelry, spices, architecture,

Brought cultures of seven continents,

Subjects of queen color brown, black,

Mongoloid oriental flavor of an island,

Asia Africa saw war, fought for war,

Honor countries regained, valiant,

Fascists bite the dust, Europe got liberated,

Devastated flourished kingdom totally,

Queen has seen hunger, death, homeless,

Under her domain, regained Treasure Island,

Tames flowed, serenity sang beautifully,

Citizens from colonies refurbished home,

Rebuilt queen’s kingdom stronger,

Her children grand kids grew taller,

British flag still exists around the globe,

Dominions kept link royal proudly,

America, Asia, Australia,  and Africa share,

British blood had spread worldwide,

English tongue, culture, faith, custom,

A billion Indians know how deeply cherish,

The prized possession of language unites,

Cement plural society, solid and united,

Raj Ma’am has gone seven decades,

My country tries its best to forget Raj,

Freedom, democracy, equality, liberty,

The gift of God to the country fared,

Still, royal flavor shines hidden,

The jewel of the crown is still nostalgic,

Loves the memory, British rule,

India undivided, one people, fought,

Tibet independent, Kashmir one,

British left this country partitioned,

Millions perished, faith divided us,

China occupied Tibet at our border,

They occupied a large territory of our land,

Brown sahibs looted for six decades,

After royal rule left our shore, happily,

Divided the sacred Bharat ancient,

Prospering in amity, cooperation,

Vanished unity, clean life, education,

The corrupt, vulgar, divisive demon rose,

Divided, still sucks the blood of the poor,

The blood of illiterate and women,

Caste, color, language, regions cripple,

Misused liberty, freedom raising fangs,

Killing people with new names tagged,

Urban-Naxalism terror militant threat,

Underworld parallel economy run,

How subjects controlled here,

Thank you, Ma’am English is the voice,

Cuttack my city, once a capital,

Ravenshaw College exists, now a university,

Stuart school is still prominent,

Raj, four centuries, remnants,

My country is free remembering,

Charming face, compassionate heart,

Your reign on the isle rebuilt, fabulous,

The world acknowledges reign majestic,

Thank you Ma’am adieus in honor.

 

@ Bijayananda Mishra

 

 

 

 

GOAL

 

GOAL

 

Immersive thoughts watch goals,

Strikes at goal post enter the net,

The line once crossed job done,

Hilarious people stadium loud,

The moment of ecstasy visible,

Players hug each other, smiling,

Run in the field boundary clear,

Time limit fixed whistles dictate,

The world addicted to the game,

Nations compete to win every game,

Intoxicated with a win, a people wild,

Witnessed the game, goals thrilling,

Goalkeeper the wall, imagine failed,

Striker with goal turn legend spark,

Believes people with bated breath,

Each step of striker, movement,

Detailed analysis followed by million,

They shout before the screen,

Excited, guessed, predicting clear,

The small crowd before a screen dancing,

The sight I was analyzing intensely,

The field is my country, players running,

Running farmers, industry workers,

Running labor, doctor, nurse,

Running technical brain muscles,

Running army, police, patrol,

Running scientist, research person,

Running law, leader of people,

All are moving over the land,

Predefined boundary, sea, mountain,

Running for the goalpost to strike,

The goal is desired result life to keep,

Slips out of mind catch opponent,

All move forward, law goalkeeper,

Checked every illegal strike, block,

Same side goal self-goal unfortunate,

A person achieves his own goal, equals,

The targets of a country are goals,

Every move of people is studied,

Performing quicker goal steps recorded

Goal post if the target of a country,

The target prosperity, health, security,

Merges all to lines of goal post watched,

Celebration on widescreen takes place,

Moves country ahead to score goals,

Nations fight to beat others in figures,

Literacy, income, population, lifespan,

Hundreds of such issues merge,

Leaders boast and act like strikers,

Influence movement of goal faster,

Fight against each other, shows,

Shouts, trying for tricks, to beat others,

I was thinking deeply, eyes closed,

 A smile lurked hidden visualized,

Leaders of my nation, not ten runs,

A hundred leaders are running a fight,

A game like a football, electoral battle,

Score voted capture seat with results,

The goal is the throne to rule a nation,

Entire people ran with the striker,

The bagpiper hypnotized all groups,

Striker by magic wand influenced,

Rising women’s power, peasants,

Coaching youth students guiding a light,

Glued to television nation watches,

The striker goal, eight years passed,

Goals not one hundred dimensions,

Under his leadership country scored,

Celebrating the birth of striker ecstatic,

The phenomenon, he is a striker goal.

 

@ Bijayananda Mishra

 

 

BRITTLE

 

BRITTLE

 

To immerse in thought past events,

That shook me uprooted from the trust,

My school friend from childhood,

Both knew very well, each other,

Knew our parents, close friends,

Family visits, we play enjoyed,

The closeness grew with age, reality,

Studying together occasionally,

Worked out school tasks problems,

Exchanged notebooks, interacted,

Gift on birthdays with greetings,

Life unknowingly crept into college,

No more walking together n advised,

She went to college with girlfriends,

Taste how soon changed, our gossip,

Attending class, enjoyable, messages,

Paper, torn drawing funny caption,

Circulated among friends a game,

Turned to comment on a teacher,

Drawing of girl students, comments,

My childhood girlfriend, classmate,

I found nasty comments on her,

School break turned into fighting,

Who wrote the comment was beaten,

I was dragged to the principal later,

I never told what was written,

Faced punishment, begged for excuses,

She asked at home about the incident,

I remained silent, and she got angry,

Till we passed college, she knew it,

I was hiding this episode, a fight,

Classmates linked both in love,

Assumed undesirable rumors,

What they discussed, known avoided,

Never knew, but my girlfriend marked,

Found to be remorse, introverted, sad,

She was worried for me, questioned,

Questions frequent met a wall,

In me, unfriendly she interpreted,

After repeated efforts, I failed,

She disconnected friendship totally,

We found the world separated,

University, then service came in life,

I just remembered her, sweet memory,

Our gossip walking to school,

Sharing gifts, chocolates, new pens,

Years, distant friends were changing,

I found the woman in life loved her,

Thought we both to get married,

Once we gossiped at a park, I told,

About my childhood friend to her,

She was surprised, told she knew,

She was her friend at university,

We got married by now, settled,

Never disclosed this incident to her,

It happened my school friend visited,

Visited her university friend only,

She got shocked to find me, curious,

Introduced my wife as my classmate,

That broke our bond little surfaced,

I knew she remembered clearly,

At departure, she enquired again,

You beat that boy black and blue,

Will you please tell me the truth?

My voice was brittle, cracking, said,

It was an obscene message on paper,

It falsely linked our deep friendship,

Old paper brittle, dust is in my heart,

 

@ Bijayananda Mishra

 

LIMIT

 

LIMIT

 

A childhood dream was fulfilled,

Cost of study, merit a daydream,

Struggled in my teenage, in school,

Mathematics books several,

Problems, arithmetic, geometry,

Algebra formulas hundreds,

Trigonometry, calculus etcetera,

Long questions, each set of problems,

I was lost in jungle solving,

Problems willfully made complex,

Formulas hundreds, one suitable,

Choosing the wrong method waylaid,

Arriving at solutions right is very difficult,

Exercises thousand in school books,

A lantern was burning till dawn,

Just one geometric problem to prove,

The night was passing without a solution,

My mind was engrossed in the problem,

Supposing possibility, impractical,

Sat quietly in my room, drew,

Sketching process of construction,

Data, problems never solved, supposed,

Completed once a drawing is noted,

Noted in reverse, solves a problem,

Simple deductions, mind inquisitive,

Seven decades passed but feeling,

Life blossomed as a budding engineer,

One solution arrived correctly,

It took days, forgot lunch, dinner,

How many scolds  by parents,

Unmindful introvert, awkward,

A clue mind proposed, start first,

Ran for my table workout soon,

On pen, pencil, paper stacked,

Exercise notebook piling up heavy,

Could not buy papers, another way,

Chalk box, duster, cement floor,

Every day used to sweep my room,

Bags of chalk dust collected, disposed of,

Not preparation for an exam, addiction,

The high school examination was over,

First division in result joined college,

Mathematics never left me,

Graduation postgraduate degree,

Fundamental formulae from school, 

Still relevant post-graduation,

Mathematical operations four,

Addition, subtract, multiply, divide,

Operation integrate differentiate,

A lifetime passed with numbers,

Computer science post graduated,

To date fails to find correct logic,

A thousand codes of program fail,

Never could give the right solution,

Trial with cut and paste, alteration,

Weeks pass to find the correct logic,

Programming instantly provides results,

Computer a machine as accurate,

Generate numbers millions quickly,

Each number from zero to nine,

Error or answer printing fast,

Decimal numbers hundred correctly,

On the computer screen, look at the size,

The size of decimal numbers is phenomenal,

Thinking where engineering ends,

Expanding universe infinity exists,

A drawing on paper to materialize,

Accurate to decimals, sky scrapper,

Accurate to a bridge, highway, rail,

Accurate to rocket engines from cars,

Accurate to ship thousand tons exact,

Exact to pencil paper, drawing, logic,

Failed to date to find, where the limit is.

 

@ Bijayananda Mishra

 

 

    

EXIT

 EXIT

 

It was passion, intense, hankered,

Grew up with education mastered,

Skilled programmer analysts well,

Adopted life of a coder minted gold,

Never believed the day, touched the moon,

Degree, post-graduated with merit,

Felt life precious, contemplated a lot,

Computer, the jukebox, I can play,

It sings programs musical payment,

Million fingers earning typing fast,

Eyes glued to screen, inert senses,

A bright screen displayed the world,

A mouse can catch point anywhere,

The company pays handsome,

My life manipulates data in graphs,

Forecast, prophesies scientific,

Transacts million, lightening speed,

Paperless office highrise building,

Work here for twelve hours focused,

Pigeon hole, a chair, computer screen,

Keyboards life was busy for a decade,

There was an exit door to a big hall,

In another concrete tower allured,

Hall semi-dark, colored lights,

Soft music, rhythmic footsteps,

Drinking elixirs of life, sedated,

Forget the name, address, place, future,

Eyelids heavy, limbs swaying,

Hugging unknown, kiss n love,

No one is a stranger here, angels,

Blaring closing hours early morning,

A flat cosmetic, small, polished,

Used to fall flat on the bed, till refreshed,

Dawn breaks at a desktop screen,

A day begins, challenge life, minting,

Checked bank balance to million,

Happy contented, money is power,

Power gives ultimate happiness,

Money n luxury for wild imagination,

Possible under the earth, decade over,

It was a holiday sneaked to a beach,

Crowded families, children playing,

Socked to find missed planet forgotten,

Fresh wind, wet moisture soothing,

White foamed waves approaching,

Roars were inviting to get soaked,

Kids were playing, alert parents,

I felt jolted to reality, was single,

Alone in a big world, missed life,

Trickling reality, bankbook if fake,

Fake world, my jukebox, pigeonhole,

Exit not to dance bar, to drink life,

Exit not to get sedated, dance wildly,

Exit not to throw tired limbs on a bed,

I ran to the hotel room, crying bitterly,

Money, millions; give my decade,

Give a decade back, I self-imprisoned,

Lust for money felt only honey,

I was drinking poison in glass, drugs,

Madness crumpled my heart hard,

Breathless, I was searching for fresh air,

I shouted at the beach, want to live,

I have a beautiful wife, children,

The exit wished desperately to live,

To live, I sighed, borrowing a decade.

 

@ Bijayananda Mishra