AESTHETIC
Stigmatized
life scarcely I watch,
Never
felt my open heart is brutal,
Fact
loving emotionless, I argue,
Beliefs
mind collaborates with reality,
That
I see observed and noticed deeds,
Watch
the consequences opine openly,
Rebellious
my heart, to desist from,
Keep
silent, foremost behavior I hear,
Know
hypocrisy lies sugar-coated,
Trying
a few to represent the truth,
Understand
well willfully blind views,
Self-interest
plays innocent benevolence,
My
attitude today cumulative pays,
Unsocial
tags separate from friends,
Observe
festive events, ceremonies met,
Less
I found friends hug, greet even,
Walks
away from me I approach,
Never
could see a smile while meeting,
Uninvited
among relatives, friends,
Lonely
life picture I shrink by a mirror,
Think
at times to change totally,
Opt
out of telling factual the truth,
Accept
truth is bitter that bites hurt,
Attempt
to humiliate, friends gossip,
Lies
duly enjoyed by mates encourage,
Stories
figments of imagination portray,
Listen
to friends eagerly, never tell me,
Pleasant
time passes soon, life forgets,
Left
only companionship memorable,
The
truth of the matter is less important,
The
smiles, jokes, and laughter linger long,
Intrusion
in the middle fact is a disaster,
Change,
change your lifestyle, be polite,
I
realized the fun of friendship is prime,
Friendship
is built friend misses soon,
The
lifelong heart seeks memory lane,
It
was a gradual self-effort to mend attitude,
learned
to smile at boasting rumors,
Apparently,
enjoying the talk laugh now,
Gossip
fiction as real-life experiences,
They
listen to stories with rapt attention,
It
brings thrilling events into pleasure,
The
story is not the point closeness is warm,
Shares
youth, his bruised heart healed,
Little
important fact or fiction to matter,
More
is sharing happiness, laughter,
Gathering
bonhomie intimacy thick,
Warm
greetings and hugging get automatic,
Talk
of endless gossip inquiry proxy,
I
did enjoyed get back to my friends,
They
tagged me now aesthetic humor,
Noted
a paradigm change occurred,
Now
I feel friendship is prime help,
Stabilizes
life outlet to share owes,
The
loneliness and curse life faced, I knew,
An
accident changed me totally,
Survived
from fatal incident confined,
Feared
once the end nearer depressed,
Ever
dawn that was breaking knocking,
Knocking
on the doorbell, friends visit,
Now
I knew the aesthetic sense the warmth,
Their
presence erased the horror,
They
tell rumors of early recovery,
I
found in their heart only care and love,
The
aesthetic beauty of their friendship,
Brought
tears immensely happy,
Quietly
healing effect after they quit!
Pen:
Bijayananda Mishra
Title
of Poem: Aesthetic
Theme:
Aesthetic behavior
Date:
22nd November 2022, Cuttack
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